Life's A Journey
Dear God,

Lord I just don’t understand. At first I thought why won’t you bring someone into my life who will hold me and love me? I am lonely and long for a man to be with. Then I realized two things. Firstly, it’s your timing not mine because you know what’s best. And cannot be lonely because you are here for me. Yet I still feel a little empty with this knowledge.

Lord, please make yourself a bigger part of my life. It’s your timing and your will for me, but speak up! I can’t hear you, I can’t understand you! How am I supposed to be obedient and follow your will for me if I don’t know what it is? How can I feel like I don’t need someone else because I have you if I don’t feel you here with me. I believe with all my heart that you are here, but I can’t feel it! Please Lord! I am begging you to let me feel your presence!

Hi :) Im from the blog that posted that chat. I just wanted to let you know, you're not alone in having a hard time believing. But you know what? God has given us a solution for that. :) Just pray and ask Him to give you faith, and He will :) Also, reading His Word - the Bible, can give faith to you too. I just wanted to send this to you and maybe possibly help a little. God bless, beautiful <3

Thanks. I know it has always been hard for me in this matter. I know all sorts of information when it comes to the Lord. I just have trouble taking it all to the heart. I really appreciate the advice. I am going to start reading the word again today now that I am back home and have my bible. I am going to keep praying for that faith though. Thank you for messaging me, I really appreciate that I am not alone in this.

To be honest I hate that I feel ashamed to admit that this is something really really need to take to heart.

To be honest I hate that I feel ashamed to admit that this is something really really need to take to heart.

Me: No one loves me.
Jesus: I love you.
Me: I have no friends.
Jesus: I am your Friend.
Me: I'm worthless.
Jesus: I died for you.
Me: I'm lonely.
Jesus: I'm here for you.
Too often do we forget that Jesus gave His own life to save ours. Too often do we let the pain of this world blind us of the truth. That we have a Friend in Jesus.
My biggest problem with my faith has always been knowing information like this but never really being able to believe and accept this in my heart. I wish I could have though. It might have saved me from the depression, the cutting, and the suicidal thoughts. I know it's never too late with the Lord so I pray Lord that you teach me to really accept your love into my heart to save your heart and mine.

I pray for this all to happen in my life.

WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE INANIMATE OBJECT?

Kind of an irrelevant question to the theme of blog, but I’ll answer anyway. I try my best not to be materialistic but I am so addicted to the internet (something I wouldn’t say I am proud of) that if I had to chose I would say my computer.

I know you thought you were protecting me but I got news for you. The truth may hurt, but lies, deceit, and secrets hurt more.
I kind of just came up with that myself but I am sure you might find something like that in the bible because I am pretty sure God thinks the same thing. If anyone knows the scripture that this please let me know because honesty is something I hold close to my heart and I would like learn how to incorporate the values I already have with God’s values, so please let me know.
Never heard this scripture before. I guess it&#8217;s time I start seeking the Lord again. As soon as I get back home to my bible to tomorrow I am going to have to start reading it again. For now, I just gotta open my heart and pray.

Never heard this scripture before. I guess it’s time I start seeking the Lord again. As soon as I get back home to my bible to tomorrow I am going to have to start reading it again. For now, I just gotta open my heart and pray.

I think I am finally let go like this and let the Lord back into my heart.

I think I am finally let go like this and let the Lord back into my heart.

Well, To Start With

Very first Tumbler post. I actually never even heard about Tumblr before today. The person who told me about tumblr referred to it to look at their christian blog. I have been having a little trouble connecting with God and giving my heart to him lately.

Since the whole reason I started tumblr was in purpose of God I want to focus my blog on my journey to the Lord. Although since I haven’t got much to say about my journey so far and my struggles with my life and relationships deeply affect my relationship with God this blog with not only be about my Godly journey but also about my life.

So my hope is that the purpose of this website actually does blend into my life. I guess that’s all for now. I’ll post later.